Title– And So Things Go (27/34)
Author– jlrpuck
Rating – T
Pairing – Peter Carlisle/Rose Tyler
Disclaimer – Characters from Blackpool and Doctor Who are the property of the BBC, and are used with the greatest of love and respect; no profit is intended from the writing or sharing of this story.
Summary – The story of how Peter Carlisle moved to London to live with Rose Tyler.
Author’s Notes – Rose and Peter spend the morning together.
This is a short chapter—the shortest out of the entire story, I think—and it’s really more of a brief intermission before the third act gets going than anything else. The rest of the chapters will be longer, I promise J (also, here’s your semi-weekly reminder that I will be taking a week long break in-between Chapters 30 and 31 *g*). earlgreytea68 and
chicklet73 have been ideal betas for this—supportive, diligent, and full of excellent ideas.
lostwolfchats has been fabulous, as well, and equally as invaluable, ensuring that I didn’t ruin the Queen’s English…too badly. Any errors—grammatical, colloquial, or factual—are mine, and mine alone. And, on an artistic front—thank you to
angelfireeast for the lovely banner at the top of the chapter.
Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter 10 | Chapter 11 | Chapter 12 | Chapter 13 | Chapter 14 | Chapter 15 | Chapter 16 | Chapter 17 | Chapter 18 | Chapter 19 | Chapter 20 | Chapter 21 | Chapter 22 | Chapter 23 | Chapter 24 | Chapter 25 | Chapter 26 | Chapter 27 | Chapter 28 | Chapter 29 | Chapter 30 | Chapter 31 | Chapter 32 | Chapter 33 | Epilogue
Peter was hogging the bed, again. And—again—he had the entirety of the duvet pulled across his body, with the bulk of the warm object actually hanging over the side of the bed to his left.
Perhaps I need to speak with him about changing sides of the bed, Rose thought as she shivered awake. It was ridiculous—Peter was always like a furnace, his lithe body radiating heat. His consistent need to hoard the duvet defied logic.
She rolled onto her side, reaching for a corner of the duvet, determined to tug it to her so she could go back to sleep—all of this ideally without waking Peter up through a purely-accidental-yet-vicious tug to the cornflower blue of the duvet cover. She really needed to learn to keep a spare blanket along her side of the bed.
Peter remained oblivious to Rose’s struggle; as she lay under her newly-claimed quarter of the duvet, warming up, she fought back the urge to poke him awake, just so she could point out how he’d once again stolen the duvet, despite his repeated promises to work on that particular habit.
It was hard to remain too angry with him, though—the egregious duvet theft only bothered her on mornings after they’d fallen asleep naked. And, given that they only fell asleep naked after making love...
She lay on her side, her hands now tucked under her cheek, staring at Peter as he continued to sleep. His jaw was slack—a nice change from the tension that had appeared of late—and his entire body was relaxed, his chest rising and falling rhythmically as he slept. He hogged the duvet something fierce, but he never seemed to pull it above his hips, and she was able to allow her eyes to drift from a study of his face, down his neck, across his chest to his stomach.
He really was almost ridiculously handsome—especially when he was so unguarded. And he remained completely, utterly unaware of just how attractive he was—a trait which both amused and frustrated her to no end. He simply couldn’t seem to break the habit of undervaluing himself.
The Met had offered him a job. Elias, and the Chief of Detectives, and whomever else, had seen the value of Peter, and wanted him to join them.
Her heart skipped thinking about it, giddiness filling her as she thought about others realizing the value of the man she loved. He deserved to be happy, not just personally but professionally; this might finally be his chance, at least on the professional side.
Peter snuffled, and Rose returned her attention to his face. His nose wrinkled, his lips pursed; Rose reached forward, delicately stroking his cheek. He relaxed, and turned his head into her touch.
Peter might move to London. This could, in a month or two or three, be a normal morning.
If he could fix the duvet habit, it would be perfect.
She continued to brush her fingers along his jaw, the stubble rasping lightly across her skin; she gently traced her finger over the scar, her lips quirking as she remembered Peter telling her the story of how he’d gotten it. She felt her eyes drift shut, and as she dozed off her hand gently cupped Peter’s cheek.
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The bright sunlight filling Rose’s room finally pulled Peter from his dreams—not that he minded, given that he’d been dreaming, once again, of the man Rose called The Doctor. At least this time Rose hadn’t been walking away from him; in fact, she’d not been there at all.
He opened his eyes a crack, allowing them to adjust to the light before fully opening them completely. Rose was curled on her side, facing him, and as he became more aware he realized her hand was resting against his shoulder. He moved, reaching up, taking her hand in his and brushing it across his lips.
She continued to sleep.
She loved him, in spite of his failings, in spite of what he’d done; he still couldn’t believe it, not even when she was slumbering peacefully next to him, glimpses of her bare skin peeping out from under the corner of her duvet. He reached behind himself, guiltily, trying to pull some more duvet across his body to cover hers—he knew she was always cold when she slept, especially when she slept in the nude. He released her hand, stretching as stealthily as he could to cover her in more of the duvet.
Rose Tyler loved him, as much as he loved her. He tried not to think about it too much; if he did, his self-doubt invariably came to the fore, the little voice in his head--telling him that he wasn’t worthy of her, that she’d leave him one day when she realized that she was sleeping with a DI and not her Doctor--rising to a level he had a hard time drowning out. He didn’t want to lose her, not even for a moment.
He’d known, deep down, that he would put in for the job almost immediately after Elias had made the offer. Kendal had lost any charm it might still have had: his name was too tarnished with past offences to ever ensure he’d have a clean slate, and he wasn’t challenged enough in his job. London promised, if nothing else, to be a new adventure, to be a chance to see if he was really as good as Elias—and Rose—claimed he was or could be.
And he’d be with Rose, would call the flat he was currently in “home.” He’d wake up every morning to find Rose next to him, would have supper with her every night.
He brushed his thumb across her cheek, turning his hand so his knuckles drifted down to her jaw. He’d have to do something with his books, have to figure out what on earth to do with the house in Kendal—assuming Elias and the Met were as good as their promise. Now he’d decided he wanted the job, he realized he wanted it immediately; wanted to move to London now, didn’t want to have to deal with Williams or any of his cronies for another minute. He’d miss Louise, he’d even miss Penington...but he was ready to move on.
Rose murmured, and he scooted closer to her. He cupped her cheek, leaning in to kiss her; she sighed, and he brushed a kiss over the corner of her mouth.
She was blinking awake when he pulled back, and he gave her a smile. “Morning,” he whispered.
“Mornin’,” she replied, her voice rough. His hand was still cradling her jaw, and she nuzzled his palm.
“How’d you sleep?” He tried to keep his voice soft.
“Mmmkay. You?” Her eyes were heavy with sleep as they met his, and he felt a brief pang of guilt for having awoken her.
“Fine,” he lied.
She closed the distance between them, curling her body against his, tucking her head under his jaw. “Mmmcold.”
He slid an arm under her, wrapping his arms around her. “You’re always cold,” he said teasingly, rubbing his hands across her back.
“You always steal the duvet,” she complained against his chest.
“I love waking up with you,” he blurted. He winced—he’d not intended to say something quite that needy.
“Still doesn’t get you out of trouble for stealing the duvet,” she replied. He could feel her smile against his chest.
“I was being sincere,” he said, brushing a kiss over her hair.
“So was I.” She tilted her head back, meeting his eye. “And I love waking up with you, too.” She grinned.
“That’s good—if this works out, you’ll have to do it every day.”
“I hope I do.” She slid a hand upwards, her fingers playing with the hair at his temple.
“It might become dull and monotonous.”
“I hardly think that’s possible, where you’re concerned.”
He laughed. “Rose, my idea of a good time is staying in and reading a book.”
“But so long as you’re reading to me, I think we’ll be fine.”
“Even history?”
“Wellll....” She gave him a teasing grin. “We might have to discuss that.”
He pulled her back into a hug, rolling onto his back and cradling her against his chest. “Happily.”
Rose sighed against him. “’m hungry.”
He turned his head, glancing at the clock on the bedside table. How had it got to be so late? He’d have barely any time with her before he had to return to Kendal. “Small wonder—it’s well past ten.”
Rose popped up, peering across him to the clock. “How’d we sleep so late?”
“We had a late night. You might remember—you kept me awake.”
“Poor Peter,” she braced her weight on her left arm, bringing her right arm to ruffle his hair.
“I’m so maligned.”
“You are.” She rolled over, kicking the duvet away and standing. He watched appreciatively as she stretched, her skin luminous in the morning light; she then padded across to the wardrobe for her robe. She pulled it on, turning as she tied the belt and catching him staring openly at her.
She blushed, and he grinned. She rallied, raising her chin and meeting his eye. “Can I help you, Inspector?”
He threw the duvet back, standing, and slowly walked across the small room to join her. He didn’t miss how her eyes were riveted to him, her gaze focusing somewhere mid-chest; he loved how seeing him naked affected her still. “Yes, Rose.” He pitched his voice low as he came to stand in front of her.
“How’s that?”
He leaned forward, planting a quick kiss on her lips. “Coffee.”
She blinked, confused, and he took the opportunity to scurry away from her before she could swat at him. “Tease!”
He laughed as she came after him, surprising her as he suddenly came to a stop and moved towards her. He captured her in his arms, brushing kisses across her jaw, causing her to giggle as though she was being tickled. “I never tease about coffee,” he whispered finally, stepping back.
She caught her breath as he stepped back, turning to look for where he’d hidden his pyjamas the day before. “No coffee if you get dressed, Peter.”
“Are you blackmailing me into staying delightfully naked?”
She gave him a feral grin. “Yes.”
“Deal.” He grabbed her hand, leading her down the hallway. “Let’s go scandalise your neighbours.”
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OMG. Peter is me. If I were Rose, the night-time fights over the duvet would be EPIC.
Perhaps I need to speak with him about changing sides of the bed, Rose thought as she shivered awake.
Bill will tell you that it doesn't help. The duvet would just go the other way.
She really needed to learn to keep a spare blanket along her side of the bed.
EXACTLY WHAT BILL DOES. OMG, woman, get out of my bedroom.
He deserved to be happy, not just personally but professionally; this might finally be his chance, at least on the professional side.
Yes, because in order to be happy on the personal side, Rose, he needs a leopard. Which you seem opposed to getting. Shame.
If he could fix the duvet habit, it would be perfect.
Fourteen years and counting over here, Rose. Don't press your luck.
The bright sunlight filling Rose’s room finally pulled Peter from his dreams—not that he minded, given that he’d been dreaming, once again, of the man Rose called The Doctor. At least this time Rose hadn’t been walking away from him; in fact, she’d not been there at all.
OMG, Peter! Dreaming naughty dreams about the Doctor again?????
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LOL me too! We now sleep with our own comforters. I'm always freezing, so I tend to cocoon and after all of these years he's completely given up trying to share!
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Phew! I looked at this last night, and wondered why on *earth* I'd not combined it with the previous chapter. There must have been a logic to the decision at the time, but...
I love that Rose tries to smooth away his nightmares.
She just wants Peter to feel happy and loved.
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Now, this might sound a teeny tiny bit bold of me, but I am unable to handle just Monday and Thursday updates... so would it be alright if I friended, in order to peek at those lovely, lovely, friends-locked minis??
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Exactly. Writing the angst and introspection allows for some nice meaty bits--but these happy, relaxed days where nothing really happens are *just* as important to the characters, and the story overall.
so would it be alright if I friended, in order to peek at those lovely, lovely, friends-locked minis??
Absolutely! I friended you when I got into work this morning, so you should be all set.
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Short, but lovely, a slice of real life, Peter hogging the duvet, Rose being cold, and this priceless bit:
“Yes, Rose.” He pitched his voice low as he came to stand in front of her.
“How’s that?”
He leaned forward, planting a quick kiss on her lips. “Coffee.”
She blinked, confused, and he took the opportunity to scurry away from her before she could swat at him. “Tease!”
He laughed as she came after him, surprising her as he suddenly came to a stop and moved towards her. He captured her in his arms, brushing kisses across her jaw, causing her to giggle as though she was being tickled. “I never tease about coffee,” he whispered finally, stepping back.
Get out of my life! That was practically a bit out of my real life!! LOL. Never tease about coffee! Which I have to go make as himself had to go to work extra early (thus waking the cats up who decided to wake me up too).
And as much as everyone else is sad, if I'm correct, the break between 30 and 31 will be be the 13th and 16th which is when I'm on my holiday as well so I won't miss anything! He!
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FAIL.
Short, but lovely, a slice of real life
Exactly. How exhausting would it be, to have every minute of every day be dramatic angst? Ugh.
That was practically a bit out of my real life!!
I'm very, very glad that this chapter is striking true for so many folks!
Also, it's true: Never. EVER. Tease about coffee. Ever.
the break between 30 and 31 will be be the 13th and 16th which is when I'm on my holiday as well so I won't miss anything!
You are correct :)
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He is super skinny, I suspect all the heat would just waft away and he would turn into an scots-popsicle.
She really needed to learn to keep a spare blanket along her side of the bed.
That's really the only sure fire solution in all this.
she was able to allow her eyes to drift from a study of his face, down his neck, across his chest to his stomach.
Mmmmmm. naked Peter....
If he could fix the duvet habit, it would be perfect.
wishful thinking there Rose. he'll either develop a new annoying habit, or this one will never get fixed, but as pointed out previously, his plus sides far outweigh some stolen blankets.
she remembered Peter telling her the story of how he’d gotten it.
are we going to hear this story? or have we already been told and I just wasn't paying attention?
At least this time Rose hadn’t been walking away from him; in fact, she’d not been there at all.
a sort of time lord to man chat type dream? not that it's truly vital to the story, but I do get curious.
He reached behind himself, guiltily, trying to pull some more duvet across his body to cover hers—
They really should get a king sized one, or would he just steal all that too?
He’d known, deep down, that he would put in for the job almost immediately after Elias had made the offer.
There's the sensible Peter we know, he just had to let his rational side come around to it.
Now he’d decided he wanted the job, he realized he wanted it immediately; wanted to moved to London now, didn’t want to have to deal with Williams or any of his cronies for another minute. He’d miss Louise, he’d even miss Penington...but he was ready to move on.
Hurrah! another step on the path for Peter.
“I love waking up with you,” he blurted. He winced—he’d not intended to say something quite that needy.
aww. bless. but that really isn't going to get you out of the fact that you stole the blanket.
“Rose, my idea of a good time is staying in and reading a book.”
she's not exactly a party animal either, so why is he worried?
“Are you blackmailing me into staying delightfully naked?”
Yes. Yes she is. And you and your inner exhibitionist like it ;)
Yay, for duvet wars and personal growth and nakedness. As ever, thank you for making Monday something to look forward to :)
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…who would then need warming up from Rose. Oh, the horror.
wishful thinking there Rose. he'll either develop a new annoying habit, or this one will never get fixed, but as pointed out previously, his plus sides far outweigh some stolen blankets.
Exactly. Rose knows she can’t teach this old dog a new trick; so she’ll adapt. :)
are we going to hear this story? or have we already been told and I just wasn't paying attention?
You haven’t been told; I need to write the ficlet *g*
a sort of time lord to man chat type dream? not that it's truly vital to the story, but I do get curious.
To some degree, yes. This is another ficlet I’ll probably need to write, simply to fill in the gap.
They really should get a king sized one, or would he just steal all that too?
He’d steal all of it, too. Rose will just buy a blanket for her side of the bed.
He’d known, deep down, that he would put in for the job almost immediately after Elias had made the offer.
Hurrah! another step on the path for Peter.
Indeed. He’s doing very well at the “one step at a time” plan.
she's not exactly a party animal either, so why is he worried?
He just is; he’s going through a small bout of insecurity.
Yay, for duvet wars and personal growth and nakedness. As ever, thank you for making Monday something to look forward to :)
You’re very welcome!
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This is a really lovely chapter. It's very relaxing after all the stress in the previous ones. You can really tell Peter's come to a decision and things are falling into place.
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Not long, now. I have no idea where the summer went.
It's very relaxing after all the stress in the previous ones.
I was originally going to say that this was the calm before the storm, but that wouldn't have been a terribly accurate description. It's just Peter and Rose, being Peter and Rose. They need mornings like that.
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Exactly! They do tend to lead rather normal lives; it's just that the stories only tend to show the Drama! or the Pr0n!.
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I would love to hear all about Peter's dream about the Doctor. (One of these days when you're not busy planning your trip).
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*nods* Very wise.
I would love to hear all about Peter's dream about the Doctor.
That's a (very short) ficlet I'll have to work on :)
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Perhaps I need to speak with him about changing sides of the bed, Rose thought as she shivered awake. It was ridiculous—Peter was always like a furnace, his lithe body radiating heat. His consistent need to hoard the duvet defied logic.'
Yes Rose, I too have the same problem - there is nothing worse than a duvet-hog...especially when they don't admit to it (but look guilty anyway lol)
I love this little look at their everyday nothing-out-of-the-ordinary lives, makes them more real in my mind, somehow.
I'm glad Peter has made the decision to move, and chuckled when he wanted to do it NOW! So much like me, that is - I decide, and want to do it immediately, yay for impulsiveness :)
Oh, and Naked!Peter all day - yes, please...*begs shamelessly*
Love this - what am I going to do for a whole week while you're away? *whine*
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*nods*
I decide, and want to do it immediately, yay for impulsiveness
Peter might take a while to come to a decision--but once he does, he wants immediate action!
Love this - what am I going to do for a whole week while you're away? *whine*
Ummm...watch Blackpool? ;)
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The horror. The horror.
;)
he's so smitten with her that he can't think straight most days.
Indeed. It would be an utter disaster for them to work together, because of that fact. *sigh* But he's so *cute* when he's like that...
I'm such a romantic sap!
There is no shame in that. None at all.
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And thanks for teaching me a new word. I've never heard "to hog" before, but it seems awfully useful.
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I love an icy cold room--but only if I'm buried under a cosy duvet!
I've never heard "to hog" before, but it seems awfully useful.
Oh, it's dead useful. "Bed hog" and "duvet hog" are always good, but anytime someone's being greedy with something it's appropriate!
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It's nice to see Peter finally admitting to himself that he wants the job and always wanted the job. Although his worry about the Doctor is *still* unfounded, poor bloke.
Loved their little observations of the other!
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It was a wonderful thing to finally write, as well. Like, "At last! Good Peter!".
Loved their little observations of the other!
*g* I knew I wanted to write a pretty straight his view/her view chapter; this is where it fit best :)
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But I love the Peter/Rose dynamic in this chapter! Both of them musing about the other...very introspective and thoughtful, and I love the insight into their heads!
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Pish posh--you're not a bad reader for not commenting. I'm just glad you've enjoyed what you've read!
Both of them musing about the other...very introspective and thoughtful, and I love the insight into their heads!
Now that Peter's turned the corner, it was time to show how very *comfortable* they are together. And how playful.
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Clearly Peter and my husband have trained together at some high-level duvet-theft academy. No matter what I do, Dave ends up with the thing wrapped around him, while I huddle under the remains of the blanket for warmth. I've had to resort to putting king-sized blankets on our queen-sized bed just to make sure I have something to keep from freezing in the winter.
Peter was always like a furnace, his lithe body radiating heat.
She should snuggle up to him, then. *nods* It's the only thing that makes sense, really, burrowing into that heat.
cornflower blue
This has nothing to do with the story, but I adore cornflower blue. It was my favorite of all the colors in the Crayola box and everything. ;)
despite his repeated promises to work on that particular habit.
Unconscious man + who knows how many years sleeping alone before this = not much of a chance, Rose. Sorry.
And, given that they only fell asleep naked after making love...
Hopefully he'll have ironed out this little quirk before they get married. ;)
he never seemed to pull it above his hips
*makes note to send a nice gift to
this might finally be his chance, at least on the professional side.
Here's what's crazy; I know he gets the job. I know he moves to London to live with Rose. I know he and Elias become full-time partners and friends. Yet I'm still worried for them. I'm actually afraid something will happen to ruin this for them, like Williams'll sink it, or something will go wrong. How insane is that?
Of course, it's also once again a testament to your writing, to the way you've built up the tension and paced this story (and to the way you've drawn the characters), that I can still worry that the ending I know I'm getting will never come. Well done, you horrible woman, you. ;)
If he could fix the duvet habit, it would be perfect.
HA! That's *so* Rose; I can totally hear her delivery and everything.
her lips quirking as she remembered Peter telling her the story of how he’d gotten it.
Is this the "stoner and iguana" story? XD
given that he’d been dreaming, once again, of the man Rose called The Doctor. At least this time Rose hadn’t been walking away from him; in fact, she’d not been there at all.
Interesting. Dare I ask for more details?
He moved, reaching up, taking her hand in his and brushing it across his lips.
They're so ridiculously in love. *loves them*
She loved him, in spite of his failings, in spite of what he’d done;
Peter, you've *got* to start letting that go, man; it's just dragging you down.
he wasn’t worthy of her, that she’d leave him one day when she realized that she was sleeping with a DI and not her Doctor
I know these are just the remnants of doubt, because if he genuinely thought that about Rose, well--it would mean he didn't know her at all.
Now he’d decided he wanted the job, he realized he wanted it immediately; wanted to moved to London now, didn’t want to have to deal with Williams or any of his cronies for another minute.
It's like that last hour of a cross-country drive; the first seventeen hours weren't so bad, but that last bit, when the end is in sight, is torture.
Also, "move" instead of "moved." :)
He slid an arm under her, wrapping his arms around her. “You’re always cold,” he said teasingly, rubbing his hands across her back.
Can I have one like this, please? Just the backrub will be sufficient. Thanks!
“I love waking up with you,” he blurted. He winced—he’d not intended to say something quite that needy.
Aw, that's not needy, Peter. That's just sweet.
“Rose, my idea of a good time is staying in and reading a book.”
This is bad...how, exactly? ;)
“Poor Peter,”
Hee! Someone send Rose a mug.
“Are you blackmailing me into staying delightfully naked?”
This may be my favorite line of all time. :D
What a wonderful interlude! Of course, with them all happy like this, you only make me fear for what comes next. Because, you know, you're evil.
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*nods* I suspect that’s true for many men. Perhaps they’re trained in duvet-stealing and blanket-hogging during fifth grade, when the boys and girls are separated for their ‘special’ classes?
She should snuggle up to him, then. *nods* It's the only thing that makes sense, really, burrowing into that heat.
Or he should take great care to ensure he’s snuggled against her at all times. *nods*
This has nothing to do with the story, but I adore cornflower blue. It was my favorite of all the colors in the Crayola box and everything. ;)
I’m more of a French blue kind of girl—but cornflower is such a happy shade. Also, I knew I wanted the colors of Rose’s room to be fairly opposite of Peter’s. Thus the Ikea-and-blue combo.
Unconscious man + who knows how many years sleeping alone before this = not much of a chance, Rose. Sorry.
Hope springs eternal.
*makes note to send a nice gift to jlrpuck for that image* Mmmmm.
Don’t forget to send
I'm still worried for them. I'm actually afraid something will happen to ruin this for them, like Williams'll sink it, or something will go wrong. How insane is that?
Aw, I think it’s sweet.
Of course, it's also once again a testament to your writing, to the way you've built up the tension and paced this story (and to the way you've drawn the characters), that I can still worry that the ending I know I'm getting will never come. Well done, you horrible woman, you. ;)
Thank you. Just remember Rule Number One (no, not “No wanderin’ off”): I will not permanently harm Peter. ;)
Is this the "stoner and iguana" story? XD
Nope. I…need to write that little story. Sorry—I’d meant to, but got distracted with another idea this week.
Interesting. Dare I ask for more details?
This is another one I might have to write, given the number of questions about it.
Peter, you've *got* to start letting that go, man; it's just dragging you down.
He’s trying!
I know these are just the remnants of doubt, because if he genuinely thought that about Rose, well--it would mean he didn't know her at all.
Exactly. They’re echoes from every bad dream, and every second of self-doubt, he’s ever had relating to Rose and the Doctor.
It's like that last hour of a cross-country drive; the first seventeen hours weren't so bad, but that last bit, when the end is in sight, is torture.
*exactly*
Can I have one like this, please? Just the backrub will be sufficient. Thanks!
Mmmm…all snuggled together in bed, under a pleasantly cosy duvet…
This is bad...how, exactly? ;)
I think it’s pretty darn perfect. ;)
Hee! Someone send Rose a mug.
*g*
This may be my favorite line of all time. :D
That’s one of the ones I *always* hear in Peter’s voice. That lilting note of playfulness, and he’s happy and grinning as he says it…his eyes twinkling…
What a wonderful interlude! Of course, with them all happy like this, you only make me fear for what comes next. Because, you know, you're evil.
Aw, c’mon! I’m so maligned… ;)
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Exactly. It's a nice balance to the OMG!ness of some of the events in the story. Not that I'm mocking them; it's just, there needs to be balance for Peter and Rose's life to work. This offers some of that.
In many ways, it's even more romantic than the...erm...rabbit activities.
Oh, I find it to be lethally romantic. They're just so comfortable with each other, and there's nothing better than being able to make your partner laugh--or, in Peter's case, giggle.
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Poor Peter still having nightmares about the Doctor. He needs to talk to Rose about this or else he's fears and insecures will only grow.
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Alas, Peter will *always* steal the blanket, regardless of its size. Which is why Rose buys one just for herself. :)
Poor Peter still having nightmares about the Doctor.
I don't know that this was necessarily a nightmare, per se; it wasn't all fluffy bunnies, either. It was...I don't know...a thought-provoking dream, perhaps. I could see it as Peter asking the Doctor a lot of questions.
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Poor Rose, freezing to death in the mornings... I think she's right, getting a spare blanket is the only way to go. And I love how Peter wakes up and feels guilty and covers her up again.
And it is good that he is finally admitting that he wants the job, wants to leave Kendal. And wants to be with Rose, of course, but he already KNEW that (grin). Although his worrying that things could get dull and monotonous when they are together all the time is pure Peter, isn't it.
Do we ever get the story of the scar? Or did we already get it and I've somehow forgotten?
Oh, and could you pretty please update the Order of Things when you get the chance? *offers cookies and plot leopards (to replace the ones that my ferocious plot bunnies obviously chased away!)*
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He knows he's a duvet hog--but he can't break the habit. :)
Although his worrying that things could get dull and monotonous when they are together all the time is pure Peter, isn't it.
I tell ya--he's Eeyore at heart. It'll take him a loooong time to learn that it's alright to be happy, and to expect things to go well.
Do we ever get the story of the scar? Or did we already get it and I've somehow forgotten?
It's a ficlet I need to write--so you've not missed anything!
Oh, and could you pretty please update the Order of Things when you get the chance?
I'm terribly leery of doing it at work--because IE always seems to screw it up. I'll see what I can do, though.
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Peter was hogging the bed, again. And—again—he had the entirety of the duvet pulled across his body, with the bulk of the warm object actually hanging over the side of the bed to his left.
Oh, umm, that’s a bad thing? No wonder my ex-boyfriend always used to wake me up tugging on my blanket cocoon. The question is, does Peter wind up with all the blankets because he’s a restless sleeper or because he just likes to snuggle? While I’d like to think it’s the latter, given everything that’s been going on lately I’m going to have to think it’s the former as he’s probably still being plagued by weird dreams.
Perhaps I need to speak with him about changing sides of the bed, Rose thought as she shivered awake. It was ridiculous—Peter was always like a furnace, his lithe body radiating heat. His consistent need to hoard the duvet defied logic.
Yeah, switching sides of the bed is not going to change this. But Rose’s thoughts here make me go back to my restless sleeper theory. I can only imagine that this would even get worse when he’s working on a tough case.
as she lay under her newly-claimed quarter of the duvet, warming up, she fought back the urge to poke him awake, just so she could point out how he’d once again stolen the duvet
HAH! I can just picture this. Not that her lecture would have any effect on a mostly asleep Peter, he probably wouldn’t even remember it when he woke up properly. Don’t know that there even is a ‘cure’ for this problem.
It was hard to remain too angry with him, though—the egregious duvet theft only bothered her on mornings after they’d fallen asleep naked. And, given that they only fell asleep naked after making love...
Although this does change once they’re married, does that mean Rose may not be so magnanimous in her forgiveness in the future, unless she is able to break Peter of this habit completely or followed through on her idea of keeping an extra blanket on her side of the bed?
He hogged the duvet something fierce, but he never seemed to pull it above his hips, and she was able to allow her eyes to drift from a study of his face, down his neck, across his chest to his stomach.
He’s a tease even in sleep. Such pretty, pretty images for such an ugly Monday morning… *mind drifts* Would I be hunted down and tortured if I jumped the line to get my own Peter? Yes? Well, I’ll take my chances, it’s worth it. ;^)
He really was almost ridiculously handsome—especially when he was so unguarded. And he remained completely, utterly unaware of just how attractive he was—a trait which both amused and frustrated her to no end. He simply couldn’t seem to break the habit of undervaluing himself.
You’re preaching to the choir Rose. But I’m sure she loves telling and showing Peter his true worth and is endlessly thankful that she is the woman that gets to do so.
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I admit it—I was (pleasantly) surprised to see comment from you the same day the chapter posted. I trust work is a bit more…sane?
does Peter wind up with all the blankets because he’s a restless sleeper or because he just likes to snuggle? While I’d like to think it’s the latter, given everything that’s been going on lately I’m going to have to think it’s the former as he’s probably still being plagued by weird dreams.
It’s actually more the latter than the former, although there are definitely times where he’s a dreadfully restless sleeper…
I can only imagine that this would even get worse when he’s working on a tough case.
Such as here. ;)
as she lay under her newly-claimed quarter of the duvet, warming up, she fought back the urge to poke him awake, just so she could point out how he’d once again stolen the duvet
Although this does change once they’re married, does that mean Rose may not be so magnanimous in her forgiveness in the future, unless she is able to break Peter of this habit completely or followed through on her idea of keeping an extra blanket on her side of the bed?
Rose finally gives up on breaking Peter of his habit, and buys her own blanket. It’s a lovely, soft wool thing, and she’ll keep it for years and years.
He’s a tease even in sleep. Such pretty, pretty images for such an ugly Monday morning… *mind drifts* Would I be hunted down and tortured if I jumped the line to get my own Peter? Yes? Well, I’ll take my chances, it’s worth it. ;^)
He’s a *terrible* tease. And yes, you might wind up rather dead if you jumped the line for your own Peter. Consider yourself warned. :)
But I’m sure she loves telling and showing Peter his true worth and is endlessly thankful that she is the woman that gets to do so.
Yes. To all of it.
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And this just shows how deeply she loves Peter, that his future happiness could affect her so deeply and that she’s excited for others to finally see an acknowledge what she has known for awhile now. She’ll take care of his personal happiness and now is excited to find people out there that will take care of his professional happiness as well. Rose might just develop a bit of a crush on Elias and Ruby as well for what they’ve done for Peter just by seeing him for who he is and not getting caught up in all the past nonsense.
Peter snuffled, and Rose returned her attention to his face.
Don’t know why, but this just made me think of the way a puppy sleeps and the little noises they make. *snuggles Peter*
Peter might move to London. This could, in a month or two or three, be a normal morning.
If he could fix the duvet habit, it would be perfect.
HAH! I think, even if Peter didn’t get the Met job Rose would have found a way to get him down there with her and away from Kendal. Luckily though, she doesn’t have to worry about that.
she gently traced her finger over the scar, her lips quirking as she remembered Peter telling her the story of how he’d gotten it.
Oh, I don’t remember that, where can I find that story?
The bright sunlight filling Rose’s room finally pulled Peter from his dreams—not that he minded, given that he’d been dreaming, once again, of the man Rose called The Doctor. At least this time Rose hadn’t been walking away from him; in fact, she’d not been there at all.
So he’s still dreaming of the Doctor, interesting. Has he seen any photos of the Doctor to get a proper picture in mind for his dreams? Although I still say these dreams aren’t really about the Doctor, but are more dreams reflecting Peter’s anxiety over all the changes taking placing in his personal and professional lives. I think it’s particularly telling that Rose doesn’t even appear in this dream. Will we get to find out the details of this one?
She loved him, in spite of his failings, in spite of what he’d done
It’s lovely to see Peter acknowledge this and accept it, even if he doesn’t understand it because, really, he probably never will understand it.
He reached behind himself, guiltily, trying to pull some more duvet across his body to cover hers—he knew she was always cold when she slept, especially when she slept in the nude. He released her hand, stretching as stealthily as he could to cover her in more of the duvet.
If only he knew she’d already woken up and performed some stealth duvet recovery maneuvers of her own. *g*
telling him that he wasn’t worthy of her, that she’d leave him one day when she realized that she was sleeping with a DI and not her Doctor
What was that dream about? Oh, and since I enjoy doing it every once in a while: *shakes fist menacingly at Loreen*
He’d known, deep down, that he would put in for the job almost immediately after Elias had made the offer.
Of course he did, he just needed to bounce the idea off of Graeme and Rose to make sure he was being realistic, and they, being the caring, loving people they are, knocked some sense into Peter. Neither Rose nor Graeme (and Eirlys for that matter) will tolerate anyone casting doubt on Peter’s abilities – including Peter himself. Before Rose came into the picture, would this offer be something that Peter might have sought Annie’s counsel on?
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Hee! I think you’re right. :)
HAH! I think, even if Peter didn’t get the Met job Rose would have found a way to get him down there with her and away from Kendal.
I think she would have done her darndest to find something for him in London, absolutely. The problem would have been doing it, without Peter being silly and feeling…patronized.
Oh, I don’t remember that, where can I find that story?
You can’t—it’s not yet written, because I am a cruel, cruel author.
So he’s still dreaming of the Doctor, interesting. Has he seen any photos of the Doctor to get a proper picture in mind for his dreams?
He hasn’t seen any pictures, yet. And this dream…it wasn’t a nightmare, per se: he could talk, and was in fact interacting with the man he imagines the Doctor to be. But…
Although I still say these dreams aren’t really about the Doctor, but are more dreams reflecting Peter’s anxiety over all the changes taking placing in his personal and professional lives. I think it’s particularly telling that Rose doesn’t even appear in this dream. Will we get to find out the details of this one?
I think this is probably a fair analysis; Peter’s using the Doctor as a representation of himself, as much as a spectre from Rose’s past.
Enough folks have asked about the dream that I’m going to have to dash off a ficlet for it. At some point.
It’s lovely to see Peter acknowledge this and accept it, even if he doesn’t understand it because, really, he probably never will understand it.
It’s an unanswerable question, really. She loves him, and accepts him. There’s no logic behind it; it’s just how things are.
What was that dream about? Oh, and since I enjoy doing it every once in a while: *shakes fist menacingly at Loreen*
*g*
Before Rose came into the picture, would this offer be something that Peter might have sought Annie’s counsel on?
Yes, I think it might have been. Louise, too, might have factored in a wee bit.*g*
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And he’d be with Rose, would call the flat he was currently in “home.” He’d wake up every morning to find Rose next to him, would have supper with her every night.
He’d have to be made of rock to not find the various aspects of this offer tempting and anxiety inducing – so much change to happen in such a short period of time, can’t really blame him for all the ‘Doctor’ dreams he’s been having lately.
He’d have to do something with his books, have to figure out what on earth to do with the house in Kendal—assuming Elias and the Met were as good as their promise.
You know, it makes me love him that much more that he thinks of his books before his house here. But this slow slide into acceptance is just wonderful, and now that he’s warmed to the idea and is gaining more and more confidence in the reality of the offer there’ll be no turning back for him. Does he own the house outright, or is he still paying a mortgage on the place? I have no idea what a realistic salary would be for Peter and if the move to the Met would change that in anyway, but considering the man never takes a vacation or travels anywhere other than Croy I’d imagine that he’d have quite a bit saved up that the house decision wouldn’t have to be an immediate thing. Although the decision on what to do with the books would, understandably, be more pressing. ;^)
Now he’d decided he wanted the job, he realized he wanted it immediately; wanted to moved to London now, didn’t want to have to deal with Williams or any of his cronies for another minute. He’d miss Louise, he’d even miss Penington...but he was ready to move on.
Louise and her fine brew would be equally missed I’d imagine. And Penny’s been growing on him lately, ever since TWoT. But Peter has a bunch of vacation time saved up, right? Could he use that and just take off several weeks until he finds out about his application and moves down to London so he wouldn’t have to deal with Williams any more than absolutely necessary?
She was blinking awake when he pulled back, and he gave her a smile. “Morning,” he whispered.
How can I possibly be this jealous of a fictional character?
“Fine,” he lied.
I imagine they’ll discuss this more later, like when Rose is awake enough to remember the face he was making in his sleep.
She closed the distance between them, curling her body against his, tucking her head under his jaw. “Mmmcold.”
He slid an arm under her, wrapping his arms around her. “You’re always cold,” he said teasingly, rubbing his hands across her back.
“You always steal the duvet,” she complained against his chest.
Busted! And he thought he’d get away with it this time. Quick, diversionary tactics!
“I love waking up with you,” he blurted. He winced—he’d not intended to say something quite that needy.
“Still doesn’t get you out of trouble for stealing the duvet,” she replied. He could feel her smile against his chest.
“I was being sincere,” he said, brushing a kiss over her hair.
“So was I.” She tilted her head back, meeting his eye. “And I love waking up with you, too.” She grinned.
HAH! He thinks he’s being needy and Rose thinks he’s only trying to distract her. Can’t help thinking that his reaction here has to do with his relationship with Loreen who would have snapped up the opportunity to throw something like that back in his face. Fortunately Rose knows him well enough to know there is something more behind that statement that Peter may not be ready to discuss quite yet and uses humor to move the conversation along before Peter can start feeling awkward about what he said. *sigh* They really are so good for each other.
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It’s easily one of the biggest wholesale changes in his life.
Does he own the house outright, or is he still paying a mortgage on the place?
He’s still paying a mortgage on it—but, as you point out, he spends so little on himself (short of books and coffee) that he’s been able to pay down quite a bit of the house.
He keeps the house up in Kendal for a while—at least a few years, maybe longer—simply because it provides a place for him and Rose to go, to hide when they don’t want to be completely out of touch, but still want to be in a place where they’re protected. I just couldn’t imagine Peter selling that house right off the bat, no matter how hard I tried to work it out.
But Peter has a bunch of vacation time saved up, right? Could he use that and just take off several weeks until he finds out about his application and moves down to London so he wouldn’t have to deal with Williams any more than absolutely necessary?
Sadly, no; he has to stick it out and work until the Met application is resolved.
Why? Because I’m mean like that. ;)
How can I possibly be this jealous of a fictional character?
Ummmm…because she’s one lucky woman?
I imagine they’ll discuss this more later, like when Rose is awake enough to remember the face he was making in his sleep.
This is one he doesn’t mention for a while, actually; mainly because I simply never had Rose be curious about the dream, and it wasn’t traumatic enough for Peter to feel compelled to share.
I think…and bear in mind, I’ve not written this…I think that, when Rose finally shows Peter a picture of the Doctor, he’ll blurt out “That’s not at all how I’d imagined him”, and allude to the number of times he’s had stress dreams related to the Doctor (and, sometimes, Rose). I don’t know that he ever *stops* having periodic, stress-fuelled dreams about Ten—but I do think the proper nightmares stop after he sees the picture.
Can’t help thinking that his reaction here has to do with his relationship with Loreen who would have snapped up the opportunity to throw something like that back in his face.
Loreen would have had *nothing* nice to say in response to Peter’s comment—which is, indeed, why he freaks slightly. Rose still has a lot of work to do to make sure he’s healed from Loreen.
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Yes, well, try finding one woman here who wouldn’t be willing to test that theory out for the next 50 years or so. I think we all agree with Rose’s response to that one.
He laughed. “Rose, my idea of a good time is staying in and reading a book.”
*melts* I really, really, reeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaally want one…
“But so long as you’re reading to me, I think we’ll be fine.”
“Even history?”
“Wellll....” She gave him a teasing grin. “We might have to discuss that.”
She doesn’t want to spend the next 50 years in bed next to him sleeping after all. ;^D
“We had a late night. You might remember—you kept me awake.”
“Poor Peter,” she braced her weight on her left arm, bringing her right arm to ruffle his hair.
“I’m so maligned.”
“You are.”
He can be quite mercurial can’t he? Going from deep thoughts to light-hearted teasing in the blink of an eye. But I think that’s what Rose does for him, she snaps him out of his darker places and brings his a lightness he’s been missing for a while now. Actually, that must be very disconcerting for people that have known him since Loreen, and I bet Peter loves taking advantage of their wrong-footedness (is that a word?).
She blinked, confused, and he took the opportunity to scurry away from her before she could swat at him. “Tease!”
Naked, scurrying Peter… *mind snaps*
“Are you blackmailing me into staying delightfully naked?”
She gave him a feral grin. “Yes.”
“Deal.” He grabbed her hand, leading her down the hallway. “Let’s go scandalise your neighbours.”
This from the man who, at this point in their relationship at least, is very conscious of being watched at all times by the zanzare and the public in general? Love how carefree and in love he is acting here – now that he’s made up his mind about applying for the job at the Met and moving in with Rose, he’s lighter, free and willing to enjoy just being with Rose.
So we have a one week hiatus to look forward to before the last four chapters are posted, huh? Well, I guess that ok, as long as you’re not going to leave us with an evil cliffhanger that entire time. But you wouldn’t do that, right? Right?
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Oh, hell yes.
She doesn’t want to spend the next 50 years in bed next to him sleeping after all. ;^D
And who can blame her? ;)
He can be quite mercurial can’t he? Going from deep thoughts to light-hearted teasing in the blink of an eye. But I think that’s what Rose does for him, she snaps him out of his darker places and brings his a lightness he’s been missing for a while now.
It was far, far too easy for him to stay in those dark places, when he was alone; and Loreen, to some degree, beat into him (metaphorically) that he *should* stay in those dark places. Rose, I think, has a pretty firm rule that she needs to make Peter laugh as often as she can. Or at least tease him into smiling. It’s good for him, and he eventually gets to the point where his forays into the dark places are much, much more rare.
Actually, that must be very disconcerting for people that have known him since Loreen, and I bet Peter loves taking advantage of their wrong-footedness
Peter *delights* in taking advantage of it. When he runs into those folks, that is—after all, he’s not terribly fond of most of the folks he’s known. ;)
This from the man who, at this point in their relationship at least, is very conscious of being watched at all times by the zanzare and the public in general? Love how carefree and in love he is acting here – now that he’s made up his mind about applying for the job at the Met and moving in with Rose, he’s lighter, free and willing to enjoy just being with Rose.
Exactly. It’s like he’s Atlas with the weight of the world lifted from his shoulders. He’s also trusting to some degree, that the light is such that it’ll be hard to get a good shot into the flat ;)
Well, I guess that ok, as long as you’re not going to leave us with an evil cliffhanger that entire time. But you wouldn’t do that, right? Right?
It’s….it could be a worse cliffhanger. How about that?
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I loved the bit with Peter stealing the duvet, and the seriousness of coffee. It was a great slice of real life and a good restful chapter. I'm looking forward to the next!
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*nods* You are very wise.
I loved the bit with Peter stealing the duvet, and the seriousness of coffee. It was a great slice of real life and a good restful chapter.
Thank you!